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me, an anime blog: hasn’t watched anime in over 6 weeks
a relative at every family gathering: why no boyfriend?
what i want to say: the reality of being in an actual romantic relationship is actually terrifying and i’m much more comfortable entertaining the idea of having a boyfriend than actually getting one like there’s a 99.9% chance that i’ll be disappointed probably because i’ve idealized the concept in my head and my instinct to run away from intimacy combined with my high standards is a recipe for an emotional disaster and also my freedom holy shit i love my freedom and i take no shit and will drop your ass if you hurt me and i have dreams that don’t involve boys and i don’t want to waste my time on something that isn’t endgame for me like dating isn’t fun for me at all i don’t understand and i mean can you imagine bearing your soul to a person who has the power to destroy you like wHY THE FUCK—
what i always say: idk i’m just focusing on school
@ all clothing store employees im so sorry im so bad at folding i just wanted to look at it
you know like. that thing tumblr does when ur scrolling and suddenly it skips a post and u scroll up and it skips the post again and youre like okay what the fuck is it you dont want me to see
